WOW!!! I have not updated in FOREVER!!!!

I can't believe I haven't posted anything since Christmas and we are almost at Easter!! WOW!! Either I have been really lazy or really busy! So, for those of you who don't know, I have ALOT that has changed since my whiney Christmas post.

We are TTC AGAIN!!! This time around I do not have to worry about my "OLD" eggs!! Jake and I are awaiting a match with Embryo Adoption!! We are currently 5th on the list and should be having transfer sometime this summer!! We had a consult with the DR. yesterday which went AMAZINGLY well!! I did find out that I have a polyp in my uterus that needs to come out though but Dr. said it wasn't a big deal. Now I am having a hard time trying to find a Dr. locally that will take it out sooner than later.

I asked for stats yesterday while we were there and they give it a 50% success rate. I would LOVE to get excited about these odds, but it's hard sometimes when you have been through as much as we have:( Our conselor said that if it fails, after our 2 try maximum that we have given ourselves, then we have to realize that we have given it every attempt we could have possibly given and that we should feel proud for not giving up!!! She said that we have to give ourselves a "enough is enough point" and cannot cross it. GEEZ she makes it sound like I'm obsessed or something! LOL!! I feel really good about this chance as I will not have to worry about whether or not I can get my body to cooperate. All I need to do is make a nice, cozy environment for the lil' beans to snuggle in. I think I can handle that!!! I will post more as the process continues:)